the Joker

we act so cool
like nothing's going on
inside I'm confused
of what you're after

I showed you this smile
to hide my confusion
inside I'm trying so hard
to find an answer

Are you the Joker of am I the Fool?
or did I just plainly get lost in your game?
tell me I'm not the only one who's feeling this
oh damn! what am I supposed to do?

you gave me stares
I couldn't understand
I barely stopped breathing
when our eyes met

you tell me things
I couldn't comprehend
are you playing tricks
with my mind again?

am I bad at reading your signs?
or are you bad at reading mine?
please don't stand still
please say something
just say something
say something to me now