Wednesday, March 10, 2004

My Fear

why am I afraid
of losing you.
you're never mine.
I'm never yours.
how can I be so afraid
of losing something
that I NEVER had.
shouldn't I worry more
on losing something
that's mine.
I guess
because you are
so precious.
special.
the one that I love so much.
you are the only one
that could make me feel
like I do.
nobody does.
nobody could.
but I don't even know you.
I know you.
but not that better.
we just happen to be old friends.
bond again by time.
by you too.
why do you make me 
feel this way, like I do now.
can't you see how I am.
how fragile I am.
I scream as hard as I could.
but it only echos in my heart.
whatever leaves fall down
this heart will still be broken.
please don't go.
just stay like you used to.
silently, I don't care.
let my heart hears what your heart says.
just don't go.
you are my only one