Back Again

it's a question,why
i kept on looking back
i kept on thinking twice
of what i had
sure it's clearly visible
that it's a different path we are going to
no matter how i try to follow you
my destiny led to different way
why it hasn't been enough for me
to stop looking back
and building wall of hopes?
a wall of bricks of shattered hopes?
i know, i know
i should not do
well, i just can't
but i'm still trying to