Letting Go Love That Don't Belong

I let my weakness
be the force of letting go.
It becomes my runaway
from my feelings for you.
It becomes the blame
when it's not.
I let my self lose
in this game of love
cause I won't win
and I am the loser.
I'm no super to compare
(that's why I hold back)
even if I had,
it would be an absence
(cause you see another in someother)
even if you cared to look.
Then, between us is only nothing
except with a laughter
the laughter in my memories
not yours.
It just left aches
and deep holes
punching in me.

So once again I runaway,
from the love that don't belong.

15.08.05